laughter

Laughter is on the surface of a sullen sick soul Smiling but bitter longing for an escape Torturous thought plague a mind running ramped with distain and disgust Bringing the hidden into plain sight Can't hide behind this smile forever Wondering when the laughter will become genuine again

nothing like hello

Working on the goodbyes Writing them down in ink so they won't be erased Take a seat this may take a while Staying here is not an option But goodbye is always hard to do Unless you are really ready Fed up to the point of no return Just sit Think about this a bit If it was a good hello it can be a goodbye Either way it has to be said and done This is never fun This isn't a pleasant see you later Everything has an expiration date and well this is yours.

Lingering thoughts

I think about the times, the many ways you surprise me with little bits of you... Surprising as they may be brings a curve to the the line... Makes me want to linger a bit more, hang on your words listen to your song become closer... Breathe in the essence of you and become drunk. Memorizing you mesmerized and captivated by your touch I await you. I welcome the excitement that you bring and when you depart I long for more. I am filled with your energy, your name etched on my windowpane...

touch

See my love you touch me without hands and handle me with care You know my wants and wish away my fears Being a rock and a shoulder to lean upon I can't ask for a better way to be touched To be held by you in the physical pales in comparison to being held in your high regards You see me for the woman I am you see the real me. So I say to you don't ever take your love your kindness or understanding away.

You Are

Someone to call my own Who loves my smile There is no question I'm his number one share me with no one Keep me for himself Like me Love me Only me Then I shall be yours His Forever Love of his life His other half Wife Mother of his children Life partner Confidant Friend Soul mate This is what it's like To be yours and you mines Learning each other together Walking side by side Talking Experiencing Taking on the world as a unit

Jumping back Jack

I hope I didn't jump Get ahead of the game Fun we have yes lots But maybe it's too soon You arent ready for this I jumped the gun Losing the race This is me feeling like I have egg on my face I thought you liked little ol me Persistently pursued Patiently waited Opened up and let you in Maybe I gave you too much credit Too much power Let you know I want more than To play I'm tired of this alone time game I can't apologize for being all Soft and pink Maybe my excitement about us being two Has ignored your pull back...

23/30

Don't you know I'm in love with you boy You have my heart Please be kind to it I want to be all that you want Everything you need Homie lover and friend I want to let you in To the deepest parts Keep you in my heart You are a constant on my mind When you touch me I tingle I can never get enough