Thursday, November 15, 2012

Beautiful

The way you smile Is simply beautiful The laughter that fills The air is like a wonderful melody The passion in your eyes burns bright There is a lovely spring in your step You have such amazing talent that you share with the world Generous and Caring You are beautiful it's true

In slow motion

Time passing memories being made Learning the highs Forgetting the lows Why does it matter Probably shouldn't care Ripping the band aid off Exposing the truth Witnessing the shift Leaving me alone here

Saturday, October 27, 2012

27/30

United we stand Legally bound Spiritually Tied

26/30

Peeking thru the window to my heart and you shall see a picture posted up sealing it It's of you. The one who makes my heart smile

25/30

Waiting on the right words to say, bringing it all into focus. Helping my fellow sister mother auntie big mama find the right words to the situation at hand, I would ever be so lucky to have the privilege to speak my word and have the masses read my word of encouragement and be fulfilled.

24/30

Feeling some kind of way Mood altered state Got me in a funk Trying to shake This crazy feeling away It's already heavy on my brain Didn't know this would be such a challenging thing I tried but my guard doesn't block for my team Zero to one I am siked out Why can't this thing be easily figured out I would give anything to ration it It's an irrational thing Being this way was is not a dream I guess this is it... no more for me

22/30

Awaiting the day that I am nestled in your arms All my cares gone and Worries a memory Discussing everyday events and building on the friendship which is the foundation of it all Walking talking growing learning Leaning on the strength that you exhibit

21/30

Spiraling out of control Twisting and bent out of shape Turned on it's side A wretched mess. Agony Pure pain

20/30

I shouldn't have touched it Put it in my mouth sucked it so well It's mow causing me a new hell Your young I know Loving you is never on the agenda You like my skill The way I make you feel Having respect for me Is a question that I don't have Is not what I ask It's treat me better Way beyond that So next time you ask What am doing What are you here for Im saying no to you Not now Not again You've used up your chances No more romancing Selfish as you are Not pleasing me Self gratifying Selfish in your approach My lips are now sealed.

19/30

Going into tomorrow Thinking of the mistakes I've made today Wiping the slate clean To never remember a thing Tripping over baggage Leaving it at the door Walking away now I don't want it anymore

Friday, October 26, 2012

Hugging You

Holding on as long as I want Your voice in my ear Shuttering at the memory Betraying myself Letting the air out Just little hanging out The exchange happened so quickly And I enjoyed every moment As the minutes readily turn into hours I am relaxed with you Feeling the words flow Hearing the touch Seeing the gasp escape parted lips Lips awaiting a meeting of the minds Finding it hard to place a period Let the night end When it feels like it's really just beginning

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Not like dancing

I found myself in the tango Dancing with danger Catching myself ready to strike He beats me to the mark Twisting and turning He began to control the dance Its become dark Twisted No longer enjoying the thrill The chase has become quick The capture happens Stifling Became to much to handle All Consuming Struggling with shadows What awaits you around the corner Catching glimpses of the matador Actually the captor now It began so quickly Should've thrown speed bumps in the way A stop sign for sure Seeing red Charging full speed like a bull The dance has become a chase And there is no more fun

Sunday, August 12, 2012

those poems

Read a book of poems Thinking of ways I can write you down Capture you with my pen Ink on my notebook Colorful words of wonder Hearts and doodles Like a song sung to no music Raw Rustic Beautifully remembered Captured for all to see I am writing of you The one who has the strength of a bull The tenacity to endure to the end The one who doesn't give up The one who is my friend Can't leave you alone Don't want to Smile at the thoughts of you Saving pieces of me just for you For you to write down in your notebook Keep them forever.

Ordinary

Like the rain on Tuesday I stand still and await the rainbow Walking alongside the docks Skipping stones Well more like sinking them Remembering that each week brings A new Tuesday Unlike today But truly unordinary in its perfect way Makes me want to dance A gently sway Imagining the breeze that blows the cares away The drizzle gives way to the flood Drenching everything wiping the slate clean Run along now

Monday, July 30, 2012

Discovering

Discovering That friendship lasts a lifetime Distance doesn't change feelings And being with you is amazing You are the one who I can always be Myself with no questions asked The man who has shown me that true friendships have no bounds and when you care you show it You've opened your heart to me and I can't imagine going back to the place where there is no you no me no we.

Standing Still

Feeling like time is suspended Watching and listening with bated breath The thoughts of you fresh on my mind The look on your face The subtle glances you give Glances that follow the curve of my body then a smile escapes and there are those lips The ones that beg to be kissed... Thinkin thoughts that should Be tucked away deep Hidden from sight It all starts with a thought Thoughts of an amazing encounter Surpassed by none... And ah relished But for today I will just hold fast the memory of a dance, an embrace, your lips on my cheek my hand in yours and the butterflies...

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

You...

I crave You feel like a slave to You Await You Moments away feel like torture It heightens my senses when you draw near Stimulating my mind my body reacts to You Waits for more of You Your touch... your tease Always there to please Oh how I count the days the hours the minutes until I am.... Bathed in the presence of You. I will wait.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Your Arms

Just being in your arms feels so right Breath in sinc Feeling your heartbeat along with mine Feeling the warmth of you As you touch me without words Showing me how Much I mean to you Holding me close and gentle Whispering sweet something's in my ear As I melt into you My bad habit My sweet craving Desire builds and always sated with you I adore you alway want more of you My sweet release is thanks to you.I hide you in my heart and keep you there. Smiling at the thought of being close to you. One with you I can still feel sensation of you filling my familiar with all of you. Devouring your kisses savoring every bit. Being with you is amazing. :-*

Thursday, March 15, 2012

bending

The complexity if this makes me sit and ponder a bit I would break all rules to make it fit, work out real quick, be certain within the uncertainty of life... To make the crocked things straight and the now vague plain. To be ahh to be in love what a feeling, I want it all wrapped in a neat bow and it will be mines so I will wait a little time. Get my mind right, bring this thing full circle. Closer to my dream. I mean we only have one life to live so why not go out on a limb do the silly the unthinkable... The unimaginable! Make everyday count and count the days until everyday ends in forever I find myself smiling at thoughts of together and forever and thinking back on the days when this was all a dream.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Free Falling

Its Never felt like this he makes me want to be different Fantastically wonderful And generously generous gentle with my approach Treading lightly My safety net secure I am free falling into it No parachute Ready for what happens next On the way down asking no questions Enjoying the thrill That encompasses me I am loving the feeling

Sweet

I awaken from my slumber to thoughts of you. You climb your way into my mental in a relaxed state of mind, taking up space I hide you there. Taking a peek into the unknown and finding a smile that curves the line bringing sweet memories of a time that has past. Wishing on a star and praying for whats good and right in the world. Until sleep engulfs me once again and the dream like state brings you back to me and I am at peace.