WHEW SAA

The very essence if you speaks to me...
I feel you
Way deep down in the places that hold traces of
days and nights filled with desire
I drink and become drunk
The very image of you speaks volumes
I like to believe it to be all man
I'm in a trance
transfixed with the sound of your voice
losing control of all inhibitions
when it comes to you
Quickly and surprisingly but
comfortable in your embrace
your name will remain
on the tip of my tongue.

The infamous car shots! Got to love a camera phone and great lighting, I couldnt resist...

Hello auntie baby girl!
she is so enthralled with
the camera :)
I had a nice time visiting with her.

she is destined to be a gymnast!

look at miss Ali go!

11 months and walking ready to tumble

I see you baby gymnast!

Chocolate

I envision you smooth and creamy maybe special dark or rich and milky wrapped up all pretty Sweet smelling tantalizing to the palate... I crave you I desire more and more of you You take me to places I love I hide you for myself I share you with no one! All smiles Just like a dream come true to me I unwrap you savoring every morsel I just got to have you You are my true weakness!! My guilty pleasure My love wrapped in deliciousness

confusion

Trying to Imagine
Clear Lines
Smooth and Solid
Touch Taste and See
New Horizons
Stay put
Don't go anywhere
Fly free
Away from it all
Cry today
Laugh after
Ask a question
No answer
Expect no reply
Just Be!

grief

He said she didn't have to worry

said that he cared

That he would take care of her

wipe away all her tears

Said it would be OK

but

She was only 16

Told her

look out for big brother

make sure grandmother was asleep

he wanted to make her a woman

his woman

but

she was only 16

said that she was pretty

loved her style

asked to come over for a little while

look out for mom

make sure everyone is asleep

don't want anyone to see me

said he would make her feel good

it would be alright

wouldn't even need to stay overnight

kissed her cheek to steel her nerves

told her not to tell anyone

or he would leave

she thought it was love

he had her under his spell

the night would be the beginning of her hell

she was only 16

He didn't protect himself

didn't protect her

on that night a baby was conceived

but

she was only 16

told him her story

said he didn't care

a big decision to make on her own

she was left to grieve

her body her decision

he didn't condone

She made a choice that would change her forever

something that no one knew

the shame

the guilt

the hurt deep inside

she had to swallow her pride

He was gone now

all that he wanted

he got

left her to suffer alone

in pain

said he would never forgive her

never forget

She would live with the memory

the decision

she was only 16

Free

It's wonderful to feel strong

And beautiful

To have a passionate heart

And to dream

To instill loyalty to oneself

View yourself as a work of art

Simplicity is sometimes more beautiful

Than the most glamerous

Its cool to have a free form of expression