21/30

Spiraling out of control Twisting and bent out of shape Turned on it's side A wretched mess. Agony Pure pain

20/30

I shouldn't have touched it Put it in my mouth sucked it so well It's mow causing me a new hell Your young I know Loving you is never on the agenda You like my skill The way I make you feel Having respect for me Is a question that I don't have Is not what I ask It's treat me better Way beyond that So next time you ask What am doing What are you here for Im saying no to you Not now Not again You've used up your chances No more romancing Selfish as you are Not pleasing me Self gratifying Selfish in your approach My lips are now sealed.

19/30

Going into tomorrow Thinking of the mistakes I've made today Wiping the slate clean To never remember a thing Tripping over baggage Leaving it at the door Walking away now I don't want it anymore

Hugging You

Holding on as long as I want Your voice in my ear Shuttering at the memory Betraying myself Letting the air out Just little hanging out The exchange happened so quickly And I enjoyed every moment As the minutes readily turn into hours I am relaxed with you Feeling the words flow Hearing the touch Seeing the gasp escape parted lips Lips awaiting a meeting of the minds Finding it hard to place a period Let the night end When it feels like it's really just beginning

Not like dancing

I found myself in the tango Dancing with danger Catching myself ready to strike He beats me to the mark Twisting and turning He began to control the dance Its become dark Twisted No longer enjoying the thrill The chase has become quick The capture happens Stifling Became to much to handle All Consuming Struggling with shadows What awaits you around the corner Catching glimpses of the matador Actually the captor now It began so quickly Should've thrown speed bumps in the way A stop sign for sure Seeing red Charging full speed like a bull The dance has become a chase And there is no more fun

those poems

Read a book of poems Thinking of ways I can write you down Capture you with my pen Ink on my notebook Colorful words of wonder Hearts and doodles Like a song sung to no music Raw Rustic Beautifully remembered Captured for all to see I am writing of you The one who has the strength of a bull The tenacity to endure to the end The one who doesn't give up The one who is my friend Can't leave you alone Don't want to Smile at the thoughts of you Saving pieces of me just for you For you to write down in your notebook Keep them forever.

Ordinary

Like the rain on Tuesday I stand still and await the rainbow Walking alongside the docks Skipping stones Well more like sinking them Remembering that each week brings A new Tuesday Unlike today But truly unordinary in its perfect way Makes me want to dance A gently sway Imagining the breeze that blows the cares away The drizzle gives way to the flood Drenching everything wiping the slate clean Run along now