Jumping back Jack

I hope I didn't jump Get ahead of the game Fun we have yes lots But maybe it's too soon You arent ready for this I jumped the gun Losing the race This is me feeling like I have egg on my face I thought you liked little ol me Persistently pursued Patiently waited Opened up and let you in Maybe I gave you too much credit Too much power Let you know I want more than To play I'm tired of this alone time game I can't apologize for being all Soft and pink Maybe my excitement about us being two Has ignored your pull back...

23/30

Don't you know I'm in love with you boy You have my heart Please be kind to it I want to be all that you want Everything you need Homie lover and friend I want to let you in To the deepest parts Keep you in my heart You are a constant on my mind When you touch me I tingle I can never get enough

Turbulent timing

Sometimes I feel like I want to get away Away from all the hopes and dreams Away from all the fiends Away from everything that means More than life to me Sometimes I question it all Wonder the wondering wonder of it all Feeling like I don't want to even feel Or go where it doesn't matter Tuck myself away Hide from it all Trade it in Always wondering if this is it When does my life start Did it even begin Letting things bother me no more Walking away and letting go Not interested Looking for the answer Needing help deciphering The thought process that I find myself going through Purging my soul should I begin baring it all Making it clear for everyone to see Perfect I am not so let me breathe Living my life not so it's in vain Mistakes are bound to be made Looking over my shoulder as I sit Thinking is this it...

IN

The feeling I get when I am in your arms Wrapped in your embrace Feels like forever in a second I breathe you in I feel your presence Protected from the world Keeping what's dear to you close Reassuring Letting it be known you care Easing all fears Like the Light at the end of the tunnel Making all things clear

sealed with a kiss

I am writing you down in my heart sealing it with a kiss, our times alone I have grown to truly enjoy and often times miss. Thinking of the feeling of being wrapped in your strong embrace makes me smile with delight and long for a return of this. Time has passed and I find myself growing fonder, the minutes the miles makes close time more memorable. I carry you with me I smile at the thought of us together you and I on the same wavelength leaving with nothing but smiles Now I don't want just your body, your mind is what I want to ravish. Just to sit and talk for hours or speak volumes with absolutely no words. To be on your team and never question or worry about a thing. Strength in numbers yet still a movement alone Allowing you to be the man you are and I be the woman I am with Mutual respect for one another Walking tall feeling protected next to you. Never afraid to be vulnerable or worry about a thing, you respect the process the growth that this friendship had taken Knowing that it is truly for keeps.

This Time

This time feels better than the first time together Etched in my heart and mind I commit you Commit you to memory until the next time we meet In a warm embrace Warming my heart and teasing me all at once A smile plays at the corners of my lips As I long for you Await you And the day that you are around me more Filling up my space with traces of you The feeling very pleasing to my senses Gently ease my trepidation away Encourage me with your words Comfort me with your kiss Hold me in your arms... Make me feel safe Protected Love me Like a man loves a woman Touch me like a man hungry For his last meal Savoring each morsel See me only me Not as perfect Yet, Perfection in your eyes The perfect woman for you Feeling your essence mingling with mines Mentally, physically and emotionally Connected Intertwining Leaving no room for error Awaiting the day when we two are one. Making this time better than the last time...

Thoughts

Words come to mind but uttering too many makes me question Question whether too much has been thought said or heard... Beyond the physical I speak from the gut exposing the raw the unfiltered the things hidden beneath, found under layers of secrets and second guessing. You will find me scribbling in notebooks typing on a computer program, blogging even. Taking a picture and remembering a lyric, the one that speaks to my heart tells me where to even begin and then all nerve is gone leaving me to wonder was there ever a time when words come to mind and I began to utter them spilling forth from my lips the secrets that ache to come out. stories begging to be told and waiting to be heard wanting to be written. penned if you wish. Making them concrete creations for the masses to see, touch, experience... And feel.