Turbulent timing

Sometimes I feel like I want to get away Away from all the hopes and dreams Away from all the fiends Away from everything that means More than life to me Sometimes I question it all Wonder the wondering wonder of it all Feeling like I don't want to even feel Or go where it doesn't matter Tuck myself away Hide from it all Trade it in Always wondering if this is it When does my life start Did it even begin Letting things bother me no more Walking away and letting go Not interested Looking for the answer Needing help deciphering The thought process that I find myself going through Purging my soul should I begin baring it all Making it clear for everyone to see Perfect I am not so let me breathe Living my life not so it's in vain Mistakes are bound to be made Looking over my shoulder as I sit Thinking is this it...